The
following is an excerpt from A Call To Prayer, written at
the time of the Gulf War in November of 1990. This series began
as I asked questions of the Presence I have felt all my life, whom
I call "My friend, God." The message given then as we
entered the Gulf War seems timely today as we face an uncertain
future. This is one portion of a much larger body of work, and if
you are interested in reading more, you may order the entire series
from our website.
Since I started writing A Call To Prayer in
November (11/90) my life has taken on a very different tone. I find
that I am being pushed to live what I'm writing and in the latest
Call, an area of great resistance for me has been touched upon. As
the material was unfolding about the importance of what we eat, I
kept saying over and over again, "I don't want to hear this",
yet hear it I did. Needless to say, I have changed my eating patterns.
An 8-year-old friend of mine, Jeremy-Winston Moon turned to his mom
one afternoon and asked her if she knew what the square root of God
was. Elizabeth was quite taken aback and after thinking, shook her
head, saying she had no idea. "What do you think it is?"
she asked him. Without hesitation, J.W. answered. "The square
root of God is Love." Awed by the wisdom of the statement, she
asked where he had heard it. He responded with utter sincerity that
it had just come to him. He heard it inside...not outside. And that
is truly a message to each of us. We need to listen within so that
we, too, understand that the square root of God IS Love.
I hope you enjoy this edition.
Simplification
and The Way
In the act of simplification you carry so little baggage in the
exterior world. You are not holding on to things that bind you and
as you are freed of these restrictions, you are available to fill
yourselves with Truth, The Way, and Light.
At the passage
of life through death, there is a narrow portal and through this
portal the rich man cannot carry his many belongings. But the one
who has simplified and released attachments - whose baggage is light
- may slip through this portal unafraid, unimpeded. The wealth of
this one is carried inside and his substance is not temporal, nor
can it be taken away. Here at this portal, the division is made
- the accounts settled. For as one holds on to the things of the
world, there is an unwillingness to part with that which has forged
the illusion of wealth. As the steep trail cannot be taken with
heavy baggage the one who cannot part with the past must return
to the past to go through the consequences of the actions...to find
the illusion in the choices made.
Possessions
are a product of perception, For there may be one who lives with
wealth but is unattached to the wealth as much as there may be one
who has little but has put all emphasis and attachment to that which
is owned. It is the perception that causes the blockage. Unconsciousness
is only righted through the experiences of life whereby relinquishment
to the false is willingly given. Ignorance is replaced with knowing,
and the unity of life in simplicity for which the soul deeply yearns,
is once again an opportunity.
The world is
filled with snares that grasp the corresponding shards of desire
born in the ego state. That which is unfulfilled goes through the
stages of life and death until such time when the veil of separation
is removed and the inner vision becomes more predominant than the
exterior view.
The Quest
Unity and the unification of all life is the intended purpose of
the life process; unity born of consciousness gained through the
journey of living. To sit on the sidelines, pious and unfulfilled,
is to forestall the necessary steps of growth which by their very
nature may imply falling and rising up again. The state of innocence
implies an unworked canvas. The artist of life needs to place the
brush strokes as they emerge, and through the effort, the soul is
not only birthed, but grows to set upon a journey towards wholeness.
This is the
mandala - this is the quest for the Holy Grail - the is the maze,
etc. of which each great teaching speaks. The journey of 1,000 steps
begins with the first step - undaunted by the trials - holding always
the standard bearer of the indwelling God. In the unfolding, the
character is forged and good works can emerge. Take each trial as
a gift and give to the giver your full attention in return. Be not
faint hearted nor queezy in the face of uncertainty. Simplify all
aspects of your living from eating to the acquisitive nature, and
you shall have the provisions to help you on your way.
Reciprocal
Utilization
All of life is bound by the law of reciprocal utilization. As you
eat of all kingdoms, each is in essence converted to utilization
by you. Each is participating in your works and effort. As you are
consciously aware of this "hosting" on your part, you
are more aware of the unity of all life. Life may give of its form,
but the spark of its life force is merged and converted into a larger
life force for reciprocal utilization. As you are aware consciously
of this act; of the mineral, vegetable and animal kingdoms finding
their meeting ground in the human - there is a balanced action resulting.
You, in respect to each for its sacrifice and contribution, honour
the greater purpose of all. For as you on the life chain eat of
all groups, Source receives all of you in the death process for
the revitalization of life.
Respect For
All Life
Your unconscious growing, killing and eating separates you from
the consecrated act of partaking with all life to give back to all
life. Without this humility in reception or respect and gratitude
for the unifying force of communion with your food, your acts of
eating are barbaric. This holds to any unconscious eating - whether
you are vegetarian or not.
As you honour
the soil so it may nourish the plants that they may impart full
vital force in their ripened state, your reception will be of great
benefit. Your actions need be loving to all your fellow inhabitants
of this earth. For those of you who do eat flesh, honour the livestock,
the fish, and fowl whom you ask to exchange their lives for the
fulfillment of yours. Any link of unconsciousness breaks the full
potential in reception.
As you are bitten
by insects who eat of you to maintain their lives, you are acting
as host to a life form you do not fully understand. Those which
you call parasites are a reminder of your own place on the food
chain where you are equally utilized. That which you seek to destroy
as an annoyance and carrier of disease may indeed be the needed
check to you who as humans have caused dis-ease to the earth. Who
indeed is the parasite? All creation has a vital purpose. Remember
this as you sit in judgment of any life form.
The
Place of Admonition
There are those of you who cannot hear words that cause you fear...that
throw you into a sense of guilt or panic as you are asked to awaken
in yourselves consciousness to the consequences of your actions.
Yet, as a loving parent/creator, I, at times, need to remind you
of the reasons behind perceived planetary failure. It is in the
act of separating yourselves from the cause that you become angry,
hurt or despondent over the effect. It is the cause/effect that
requires your understanding, and for those of you who have difficulty
hearing this you need understand that admonition is not judgment.
It is a gentle reminder of your need to awaken to awareness of your
part within the greater plan. All actions and perceived lack of
actions have consequences.
Unconscious
Acts of Separation
The great threat to society at large comes through the unconscious
acts of separation. Through the media you are bombarded with messages
of fear and hatred, anger and killing. Violence is a predominant
theme played over and over again for mass consumption - and in the
viewing, you are feeding fear - fueling a sense of hopelessness
and helplessness. This is the world ego at work. Through your passivity
you feed it and it inflames lower emotions. It does nothing to elevate
the human spirit because it panders to the basest level of human
emotion. When you partake of this form of media intrusion, you are
under siege by an entrenched and insatiable mentality that renders
you completely oblivious and unaware of the profound effect it has
upon each one of you in interacting with life.
The most deplorable
effect is the impact on children. The world view they are given
holds out little hope for promise in their lives. You wonder why
in the last thirty years there has been an increase in the use of
drugs and alcohol - an increase in teenage suicide - and increase
in the need to escape a reality that is oblivious to beauty, to
goodness, to the inspiration necessary for great works.
As you re-ignite
your sense of faith through prayer, you are filled with the power
of Love that will open you again to the importance of values and
ethics in your life. Through awareness of the debilitating effects
of that which violates your sensibilities, you will become increasingly
dedicated to introducing only that which is of benefit to the unfoldment
of your being. Whether it is food, thought, associations or external
stimulation - the criteria need be centered around the quality it
offers you for the outworking of your self-expression.
The
Need For Conscious Choices
Junk food, negative thoughts, destructive relationships, and time
spent with life maiming visions lend to the depletion of your innate
resources. It is only through CONSCIOUS participation in the choices
you make that all areas of your life take on beneficial significance
to yourselves and to life in general. As you deny your responsibility
and complicity, you are feeding the forces of fear and separation.
This leads to feelings of victimization and helplessness. As you
are ignited to a sense of unity with all life - you will recognize
the extent of your ability to respond and offer your part in contribution
to the upliftment of the Whole. You will be empowered in the process
because you have made a conscious choice to participate in the betterment
of your life. As you do for yourself, it is done for all life, and
it is the collective contributions that mark the quality of life
universally.
You have been
duped into believing that you have no significance...that your lone
voice can make very little difference. Yet, what of those souls
who on their own have walked into injustice and set about to right
it? The calibre of a Mother Teresa is achieved through the beginning
steps of participation in life around you as it matters. In the
combining of individual voices, a chorus of responsibility and creativity
is forged. In the playing of your part, the symphony of life is
framed.
Add your voice
to the reclamation of hope. Add your voice to a future for humanity.
Add your voice for the sake of the children. Allow the light of
creativity to once again shine into the dark corners where fear
has held sway for too long a time.
This is a process that will help to create a true garden on earth
- and each of you is an indispensable part - a necessary ingredient
to the activation of that potential. You are not any one of you
asked to carry responsibility for all of the plan. Find the portion
of the plan that is akin to your abilities and make your contribution.
There is no contribution too small. Every act of conscious participation
adds to the collective body of light.
Conscious
Eating
In relationship to eating, you need understand the purpose of food
to the body. It is the fuel that renews and revitalizes the life
source. The act of eating is a life altering event - a combination
of the substance given by the sacrificing life for the renewal of
the host body for life enhancement. This is part of an alchemical
process that forms a continuing bond of the life source.
When you eat
unconsciously of those substances that are impure and do not contain
the vital life force, you are filling the body with bulk that has
no sustenance. The renewal of the cells is a vital process. It is
to this end that all food should be judged in choosing. You are
being bombarded in the market with "junk" in the guise
of food as you are being bombarded by the media with "junk"
in the guise of information and entertainment.
Your unconscious
acts of acquiescence lend power to that which is your own undoing.
You are not helpless in the face of this - you are merely unaware
of the importance of your choices and the role of food in your life.
The
Importance of Energy Exchange in Food
Food preparation and choice is as essential as thought choice for
the care and nurturance of your whole being. As you eat foods that
have no living component, you clog your system because it is not
designed to process anything other than corresponding living elements.
An electrical charge takes place when the corresponding components
come together that recharge life. By eating manufactured food you
function with less efficiency and less ease. The cumulative effect
of continuous eating of these non-foods is decay and disease of
the body. The funnel of life force is constricted. When an artery
is blocked, a trickle of the intended vibrant flow is available.
You are no longer fully operational.
As with all
other acts of faith, when you turn your attention to that which
will spiritualize and revitalize your body, your body will respond
lovingly to your efforts. As you re-orient your diet to life giving
foods, the body is renewed. The key to this is timing. There is
a great deal of forgiveness given you by the body as you overload
it with things that are not life replenishing. However, if you allow
the process to go beyond a certain point, the damage is unalterable
and you are forced to experience the physical consequences because
you have gone against natural law. This does not imply that you
cannot gain an inner sense of Love in your understanding, but beyond
certain points, the consequences of action are unalterable.
What is being
offered to you is a series of guidelines to enable you to reclaim
the quality of life that was your intended birthright. This reclamation
process involves self-discipline and willingness to alter life threatening
habits.
Centers of
Light
The body is comprised of multi-dimensional centers of light - all
radiating or pulsating from a central point outward/inward in a
circular/spiraling fashion. The housing of the centers of light
is the physical body frame. The vitality emanating from the body
is dependent on the calibre and quality of what is put into the
body. The purpose of eating is to renew and restore the body to
full and vibrant health. It is not to overload or tax the system
by stressing it to digest what is undigestible.
The function
of the mind is to discern between the many incoming stimuli that
are introduced to it. The purpose of clarifying and purifying the
mind is to be discerning of that which is life enhancing and that
which is life depleting. Every thought and cellular response within
the body sets off an electrical charge - the intention of which
is to blend the converging elements so that the whole body becomes
light. Disruption in one area taxes the reserves of another.
As you clear
out the distressing elements - the whole body will again function
in harmony. Make no mistake. You cannot be fully operational if
you disregard any area of need because each area of lack pulls energy
reserves from healthy centers - and you are stressing the system.
The
Role of Prayer and Self-Discipline
Understand that any area of beginning is a start. It is a worthy
effort that will lead you to the next step. Here is where your prayers
are essential. You need all the inner strength possible to overcome
a debilitating habit that is fueled by the messages in the world.
You need pray for the courage and inner stamina to re-educate your
palate and your taste to that which is life enhancing and renewing.
Pray to be relieved of the misconception that if you simplify your
habits you are being denied of something good - for this is one
of the greatest misconceptions perpetuated by the world ego.
There is a great
deal of self-discipline required in the process of retrieval. If
you understand the personal reward and sense of full well-being
that comes from your realignment to life, you will joyously turn
your attention to that which enriches you. As good as something
may taste, if it does not allow for the renewal of the living light
within you, it is a poison to the system and the ultimate denial
of good.
The
Importance of Eating Mature Food
In the life process, each living thing has its own developmental
cycle and life force. When you eat food that has been taken in infancy,
you disrupt the life enhancing flow of energy that must be achieved
through the maturing process. When you eat of vegetables that are
picked before they are ripe - you are eating of something that has
been aborted.
There is an
alchemical (life enhancing and energy exchanging) process that must
be allowed to complete itself for the full vitality of any life
form. Anything eaten prior to the full ripening of its nature cannot
impart the necessary electrical/chemical charge that sparks full
life exchange. The purpose for which it was intended has been denied.
You may not want to hear this. It is not economically palatable
and it is not "easy". Yet, you are killing yourselves
through your need to have convenience.
You would be
horrified at the idea of bringing babies into the world to live
before they are ready to be born, yet you base your mass consumption
of fruit and vegetables on aborted stock so that there will be shelf
life. The necessity of interchange between the life giving elements
in the vine or tree combined with sun at the ripening stage is a
process that cannot be reproduced in laboratories or on store shelves.
Benefits
of Growing Your Own Food
You are asked to grow food - to have communal gardens where you
can eat of whole food so that you give to your body the life enriching
interchange necessary for quality of life and for the necessary
honour and gratitude to those life forms that exchange their lives
for the fulfillment of yours. If you cannot do this because of where
you live, find outlets that have grown their produce with integrity
in soil that has been honoured with life giving elements.
To abort life
in the name of convenience is to miss the blessing of life's created
purpose. You must remember that unconsciousness is the fodder in
which perversion is born. You need become conscious about the meaning
and importance of food and the life renewing process that is inherent
in the interchange to all life forms.
Fasting
& Sacrifice
Fasting is a way of taking your attention away from the world. By
consciously participating in time dedicated to awareness of the
need to look only to your spiritual source for sustenance, you are
trusting in the renewing power of Source and relieving the body
of stress forged by unconscious eating habits or patterns. Healing
can take place as you give the body a rest from the constant process
of digestion. To be a spiritual warrior or pilgrim on the path of
meaning involves a level of self-discipline that requires sacrifice.
Without giving up of something that has perceived value, there is
no gain. Life is a constant series of exchanges. Life is exchanged
for life in the process of eating.
What Price Glory?
In the physical world, there is a desire for what appears to be
the path of attainment, and as disillusionment sets in, the real
path becomes evident. It calls for a struggle to move beyond what
appears to be glamorous, powerful, and exciting in favor of something
that requires adherence to a narrower guideline. Yet, in this process
of refining...in the mythic journey through life with all its intendant
tests and resting spots, there is a never failing quenching of your
thirst. The world desires are unquenchable. They lead you from one
stimulating experience to the next, but a point is reached where
the results feel hollow and empty, because they were manufactured
from illusion.
Source is endless
and expanding. There is no "old age" with the eternal
quest. The continuous journey of unfoldment brings you a level of
character and depth that few attain. This is the road to eternal
youth and eternal life. Yet it is available to any one and everyone.
All that is required is turning attention to the inner voice that
yearns for something beyond the momentary fulfillment of the latest
"fix" offered by the world.
Requirements
for Conscious Living
The requirements of a conscious life are the same as those for any
profession that requires dedication and consistent endeavor. The
athlete, the musician, and the skilled surgeon offer examples of
the type of effort required for a full and conscious life. None
of these roles have been achieved successfully without dedication
and relentless effort in the refinement necessary to produce the
skills each demonstrates in their chosen field.
The
Benefits of Sacrifice
Nothing in life is gained without sacrifice. The law of cause and
effect involves an exchange of energy that implies choice, and through
choice, consequence. When the sacrifice is for ennobling the spirit,
it is the most satisfying experience you will ever encounter. As
you give up the lesser desire for the greater good, an inner quality
is forged and each time you give up a momentary pleasure or limitation
in your life for a life enriching experience, the quality is deepened
until it forges within you a core of goodness from which to draw
upon.
There is no
higher pursuit in your lives than the ennobling of the soul. As
you ennoble yourselves, you will ennoble others. Generosity of spirit
begins to filter through all areas of your life and with each choice,
as you reach to the highest and noblest, irrevocable good is attained
within your being.
Unconsciousness
is Uncomfortable
There can be no area of your life where you will feel comfort in
unconsciousness. You need understand the reasons why your choice
of thoughts is so essential to your well-being; why the food you
choose to eat is either life giving or life debilitating; why the
information you allow to filter through your system adds to the
collective good or panders to the basest human emotions; why the
quality of your companionship reflects you. None of these things
are spoken about with judgment. There is no judgment in this. You
will judge yourselves. You will know when you feel "good"
about what you have done, what you have eaten, what you have chosen.
And you will be equally aware of your unrest, your disappointment,
avoidance and excuses for what you don't feel good about.
In the long
run, it does not matter what anyone else thinks of you. It matters
what you think of yourself.
Guidelines
are for Life Enhancement
The guidelines for living are given to help you to choose Life.
Life is not static, dull or boring. It is enhancing in a way where
the gains are not lost after the "high" wares off. It
is not agitating as is momentary euphoria that is followed by the
need for more or an overwhelming dissatisfaction in what you have.
The path of Life is ultimately satisfying...but it requires your
self-discipline and your dedication to that which is the best, the
highest and noblest within yourselves.
An
Invitation Is Extended
In this series of thoughts, more has been unsaid than said. This
is intentional. Utilize your own inner resources to find your way
to healthier and more vibrant living. Become conscious participators
in life through life enhancing choices. Allow questions that have
been raised to lead you to your own journey to discovery.
You will choose
your time. You will measure your level of satisfaction or dissatisfaction
with what the world offers. It is your option to come sooner or
later - but each of you is designed and has the potential of coming
home. Once in this space, you will never see the world as the same
and you will find your lives unfolding as you were divinely intended
- portraying your portion of the plan in full consciousness - full
participation - in order that this beautiful planet earth can glow
with the beauty of One Life Force moving in concert. Prayer is a
significant link to this calling. That is why you are called to
prayer and that is why this work is being written.